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    So.. I can only name one thing that I have to be happy for/look forward to. Today, my boyfriend broke up with me because "he didn't feel like he was a good boyfriend" he felt like "he was a better friend". It shattered my world. I got home and drunk my sadness out in soda, something which I've been trying to avoid since it gives me acne. It's not like I care, I don't have anyone to look good for anymore. I decided I'm going to start wearing my hair in a pony tail, and I'm going to wear makeup (just a random side note that came out of my thoughts).    I used to joke around with my brother, because he'd ask me if I was happy and I'd answe

    Well, I had another weird dream. Except this dream was about someone special in my life. The weird thing, I don't normally dream about who/what I feel asleep thinking about. Plus, normally I can have lucid dreams (especially when my dream takes a scary turn) but the two dreams I had last night.. Just happened with out me interfering.     I woke up at around 4am last night, after I had a dream about this person. Normally when I fall back to sleep my mind dreams of something completely different (unless I had a nightmare, because there has been some nights when I woke myself up when a dream was turning scary o

    Don't you hate it when something interesting happened to you and you forgot what it was?  All I can really think to talk about is that mine and ~SundaeJo (https://www.deviantart.com/sundaejo) 's friend Caitlin comes back in about ~12 days and we're super exited for that!    My cousins also came up from Utah.. Won't be on much because of that.    I've got even more addicted to League of Legends, I need to spam play to get to lvl 30 since I'm only lvl 14 but I don't have the time..  I forgot what day it is. No joke. All week I've been feeling like its really a different day that it is. Like today I felt like it was really Wednesday rather then Friday. Speaking of Wed